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27 de outubro

The ultimate personification of hope.

Some paper asked this question...
We all live our lives according to and aiming for what we want. And every stumbling block shakes our faith and dilutes our hopes. We usually have wants that strive to make our lives better and it seems like we just cannot get it right. In the end, we keep hoping for things that will add up to our complete being. In such a scenario, the ultimate personification of hope for me is the homeless man who sleeps on the streets at night. We have students who fail in exams and lose the will to live. We have farmers who lose all their savings in bad crops and prefer to die and leave their families behind. We have young lovers who cannot face heartbreak and prepare to pay the price in blood. However, that homeless man still sleeps at night so that he can wake up next morning and live another day. He has hope- for what, we cannot be very sure, but the very fact that he has the will to stay alive despite seeming to us that he has nothing to live for is testament to the inexplicable hope that he clings on to. Perhaps he exemplifis that when you have nothing to lose, you have everything to gain.
To me, hope is when we realise that we can only expect things to get better when we have reached the worst.
13 de outubro

The storm, two farmers, one story

There were two farmers who lived on a moutain. The mountain was visited by strong winds and storms every year and there was always large scale damage. This had been going on for generations and yet neither of the families had ever moved out. Every year their house would break down and they would hav to take shelter in a little concrete cabin they built below the house. When the storms went away, they would rebuild their homes and carry on with their lives.

Farmer A continued this and it had kind of become like tradition. Farmer B was unhappy and he wanted to do something about it. He was recently blessed with a baby boy. He was worried that the baby wuld be scared if the house broke every year. He was worried the baby boy, when he grew up, would help rebuilding the house just as he had been doing since his childhood. He was worried, the boy would not be able to study and work for a better life. Thus, the farmer decided that he would make the whole house of concrete and as strong asa that little underground cabin. He did not wait for the storms to break his home, he went about it himself. He found it very hard to do so, because every corner reminded him of his past- how he used to play with his brothers in the corner, how they used to eat around the fire in the kitchen on winter days, how they would watch stars from the bedroom window...with a tear in his eye, he broke the house he had bult with his own hands. And had a new one built entirely of concrete. Farmer A chided him for breaking tradition, for giving up his memories, for selling out to 'modernity'...and for giving up so easily. Farmer B did not care what he said. Over the years, the boy had a little sister too...they played, went to school, went to college in the city and had fulfilling careers. Never once did they or their father hav to rebuild the house again even though the storms kept coming. They could just sit inside together as a family and drink coffee and have cake. After a few years, when Farmer A had and his family had started taking shelter, they would share the coffee and cake with them. Despite leading hectic lives of their own in different cities, the two kids always came back to this home where they had all their happy memories and none of which included rebuilding the home. It was always the same walls, the same corners, the same fireplace. And they loved coming home. And their father, Farmer B was a very happy man for he knew that even though he gave up his memories, he built new ones on those and these were even better.

Farmer A meanwhile also had two children but he never rebuilt his home in concrete because he was too attached to the same walls of his broken house and would rebuild on those itself. The children always helped out when the house broke down during the storms. Precious time was lost in rebuilding and it affected their studies. They preferred to hang out at Farmer B's house because, it had more light, was more warm and the two children gave them nice company. Farmer A often thought about putting up a concrete house but was always afraid that it would cost him a lot of money and tnat he would never be able to pay the loan and that if this one broke down, it would be even more expensive to rebuild...and most of all, all his memories would be buried in the ruins of his old house. His kids grew up and went to college and did not visit him that often. There was noone to help him when the house broke. He was getting old and he could only rebuild small portions of his house which, over the years, had started to look like a war-ravaged monument rather than a house. The familiar walls and the corners, and the fireplace..all were unrecognisable. Finally, Farmer B invited him to his own house and made him a part of his family. And they made new memories of their own- even in their old age.

Footprints in time can be wiped too
just as they r made
but we never go back to make them again
but start where we are
for the past doesnt call out to us
it asks us to learn
it asks to see
it asks us to believe
that life was once what it was
and it is what could have been then
and could be what it is not today
but something you might want
or like it to say.
Pride will kill you
Disrespect will dishonor you
Detachment will haunt you
Attachment will strangle you
But fear will destroy you
and thats all you'll ever know
and that's what will control you.
Believe life is a book
whose pages just keep turning
and should not stop till it has to
and when it does,
it should always make you smile.

09 de outubro

Ode to you

Open your window, why is it shut so tight
you know the wind calls you as it whistles thru the air
it wants to tell you the story of that fateful summer day
the day you'd wished froze in time and left you without a care
 
Noone wants to look up at the burning sun
or walk on the fiery roads of May
you get your moment like everybody else
but this is the story the winds trying to say-
 
About a flower that grew under a tree
in the shade sheltered from the summer sun
thankful for the home that it had found
no more from the seering rays it had to run,
 
About a lonely stone on the river bank
getting scorched and burnt through the never-ending day
but it knew that it would never feel the pain
'cos the gentle touch of the river would always take it away,
 
About a sun on a cold winter's day
or the clouds spanned over a sparkling bay
About the stars on a clear moonlit night
or the place of your own that's out of sight
 
So much was spoken and yet so little was known
So short was the time but eons I feel I have grown
Gratitude should have come a long time ago
but words never found their way, be it so
Realisation probably came when we were afar
One thing I'd always say, you're perfect the way you are...
 
 
 Everything said is never really enough 'cos words can only say but not speak what there is.
 
08 de outubro

Love is being ready to fight for someone.

Love happens in a lot of ways and the reasons vary- compatibility, comfort factor, polarities, instant attraction, chemistry etc...i am not going into the reasons- possibly cos its diferent for different ppl and i guess everyone knows what works for them. Anyway, this is about what i kind of believed always and suddenly realised what it was. Love is about being ready to fight for someone. It truly is.
 
For me, one knows that he/she is in love if they are willing to fight the rest of the world for someone else, and (very importantly) know that, that special someone will be ready to fight for them too- cos love is a two-way street. People keep saying the corny dialogues that they will love smone forever even if they cant be with them blah blah. For me, if i love something truly, i will want to have it and mak sure that i do because i wouldnt be complete without it. I love biking so i will do it. I love bikes, i will have one. I love food, i will always enjoy it. I love someone, i will make sure that she is in my life with me. And if it ends, probably the love wont die but i wont b in love with her for the fallout wud be cos there wud cease to b any love between us. 'cos someone wud hav given up fighting for the other. I would never be with anyone who wouldnt fight for me even if i knew I could fight the wolrd for her- and in most circumstances, i know i would.
 
So that's about it. You know you are in love, the moment you know you can fight for that person and willing to put at stake your whole life for that one person. Its not romantic, its not idealistic. And hell, even if it is, its true. Ideals are something that one should never give up on 'cos atleast we will know how close to perfection we have reached- and if not that, atleast we know that we know we have to something to work for and live towards to achieve. And they are the only things that will b truly ours.
 
Live by your own rules. And love like you mean it.
 
02 de outubro

Predilection to predicate

Shit happens. It does.
What really is shitty, though, is when we try to make it seem more meaningful than it is. When we try to find some kind of a hidden message in anything and everything that happens. We believe there are always some extra designs working behind the architecture we see. It needn't always be. In the same breath, I would say that we do find meaning, but almost never instantly and often never even realise it, at all!!!
 
Okay, I dont think I would prefer to give any examples or analogies for, frankly, they dont always work and tend to restrict how one would see events and occurences happening in their life. But we should think about it. Why, the moment something raelly horrible happens to us, we almost immediately have two reactions- of utter shock followed by either a realization that there could be a hidden meaning from a higher power or a feeling that bad things always happen to us, or of complete breakdowns manifested in addictions, behavorial changes, mood swings etc? Why cant the first reaction be of complete calm and a understanding that things happen, not necessarily for a reason but because they just have to happen? We ofcourse can try to prevent a lot of thing from happening but when has that ever stopped anything from happening? I believe that a lot of things just happen in the course of our normal lives and we should cherish them even if we have to wallow in or get ecstatic on them while the feeling lasts. This makes me wonder, it is us ourselves that makes the different 'feelings' last and wane, but we are never really in control. Isnt that scary? Knowing that there r feelings and emotions u cant control and yet wanting them to be a part of ur whole as well, mainly because that what keeps us human?
 
We will always hav a predilection to predicate about everything in our lives for when life has no meaning, it scares us. We like to be in control or think that we are even if we may or may not know that we are not- not all the time anyway. And it is with this fear that we approach things. Maybe if we learnt to let go a lot of this fear, I wouldnt say that it would necessarily make life easier, but perhaps more happier and more fulfiling for us. Perhaps...